Stress

Everyone experiences stress at some point in their life. For me , it happened especially during my final year of my masters. It was extremely tiring, hectic and frustrating to a point where I felt like throwing away my laptop from the top of a building. Pretty much all of my classmates had gone through the same tiring process. Our professors were one of the main reasons for creating the burden. They were literally dumping so many stuffs like sending us some documents related to our syllabus at the last minute which were actually to be edited and binded at the end. On the other hand, we were having our thesis to be completed which had been happening since our first year. We had to literally sit everyday with our laptops in front of us. We also had to prepare for our final semester exams at the same time. Honestly, we never had time to even sit and recall our notes for the exams. I felt like faculties were pulling us apart. And then our finals started. We have to prepare within a span of three days time. We were also having viva voce which is even more terrifying. I managed to recall the notes for theoretical exams. Unfortunately after the final results came out I was pretty shocked that I had failed in one paper called clinical forensic psychology. I was beyond devastated. I felt like all my efforts have become a complete waste. I couldn’t digest the fact that I actually failed coz I’ve never failed in any of my papers in college since my undergraduate . My revaluation delayed for a long period and hence I couldn’t actually get into a college which I had applied for my M. Phil in clinical psychology. I had earlier given an entrance exam and an interview for the same college but unfortunately couldn’t get in. I cried and couldn’t accept the position I am currently in. Now I have actually applied for another college. I really pray and wish that everything goes smooth and that I actually have a good chance to study there. And I have have no other options left for me.

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